taping it all back

earth = business

2010-10-06T00:27:00.000-07:00

note to self:-

There are no peoples, there are no nations, there are no third-world, there is no west, there is no east there are only one hollistic system of systems. O
ne vast interworven, multi variant, multi national dominion of dollars. Electro dollars, petro dollars,pounds, ringgit, pesos. It is the international system of currency that controls the world. It is the natural order of things today. It is the Sub-atomic, atomic, and galactic structure for the world today.

Am i getting to you?
Do you understand?

They preach of democracy, socialism, but in reality there is no democracy, socialism, there is only banking companies, oiling companies. We no longer live in a world filled with ideology and nations. The World is a College of Corporations. Determined by the bylaws of business..

THE WORLD IS A BUSINESS.

Its just sad that the world has come to this..

Greed has poisoned men's souls has barricaded the world with hate; has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed.

Let us fight for a new world, a decent world that will give men a chance to work, that will give you the future and old age and security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power, but they lie. They do not fulfil their promise, they never will. Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people. Now let us fight to fulfil that promise. Let us fight to free the world, to do away with national barriers, do away with greed, with hate and intolerance. Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men's happiness.

network (1976)
Charlie Chaplin ( The great dictator speech)

refresh

2010-08-01T09:12:00.001-07:00

f5

f5

f5

f5

f5

f.... wait.. azmi updated his blog? AWAWWAAAWAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH~~~
yes i am updating my blog.. for the first time in months (crap i din even make a year)
anyway.. nothing new in my life. The only difference between me in August and me in April is that now i have a scar on my forehead and im fat or... chubby or... big boned.

wow

all the 1991 ppls are getting close to their 20's eh?
how time flies..

i still remeber the days when i first opened this blog account.. the purpose was to improve my writing skills but obviously it didnt work. Hmm.. Curious how rural ppl can do english better than city folks eh? With all of our internets, and astros, it would be expected that we would do better in academics compared to people who dont have the luxuries.

eh off topic...

aight thts all i gotsa says.. ill write again soon but in the meantime, dont stop pressing that f5 key ;)

Ashes on asses will result in a dirty donkey..

2010-04-13T06:27:00.000-07:00

some people were born with the talent to write down words and to be poetic with them without even trying.

and some, (me for example) are born to be completely illiterate (and yes i had to google that to make sure i was correct) and is unable to form complete and perfect sentences without uttering the uh-uh-uh or ah's that i have become so used to that it is part of my oral language or stuttering the words that are coming out of my mouth.

another thing comes to mind. Why are the people with such poetic words are the one with the saddest words? Then SCREW POETS! THEY ARE LAME!!@!@! always describing love, whatever whatever whateveerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr F*%^! U!
(yeah at this point i was tired of trying to think of something deep and meaningful, so i went the shallow and meaningless road)

*calms self*, * reads lillians blog to be inspired* (yes LILLIANS blog - terrific English, am envious. :P)
The sound, smell and the look of rain trickling down on the window pane. So peaceful, so calming like a wash of energy of femininity. Yet the roar of a thunder is the opposite, loud, fast, blinding - the masculine side of a rainstorm. As we sit idle-y(lol) by watching the rain, we run with the thought of random ramblings of the mind. The future, the past, the present, all becomes a washed out blur like the window pane we are looking through. The flash of thunder is like the moment which suprises us. Only a flash, it keeps us guessing.

OKAY IM DONE!

damn had to do this for MUET exams..........

LATER PEEEEEEEEEPS

gleeeeeee

2010-01-26T06:33:00.001-08:00

wow how long has it been?

hahaha excuse my abscene :P

had absolutely no idea what write about these days. The thing about me that u must know is that, i am very random. Sometimes i just wanna stay at home and do nothing, and at sometimes i want to go to KLIA... just for fun.

I mean dont u find life so darn boring if u stick to a routine, day in and day out? Thts why sometimes i just hate the idea of doing a timetable. Life is a suprise, so lets just keep it that way. The way i see it, we are slowly becoming slaves to other people. This comes as no suprise as history teaches us something, its that it always repeat itself.

We say we have abolished the idea of slavery. But if u think about it, arent we all slaves? Tied down to timetables, work.. when we sleep, where we eat, what we eat even. We are fed information that is not even real through "the tube".

I once saw this movie but i cant remember the title, its about this guy who is this newscaster, he suddenly went mad for some reason and he wanted to tell the people that were watching his shows to wake up and stop watching! The information, the so called "news" that were being fed to them are only the "news" that "they" want u only to know! People need to realise that we must take control of our lives and not blindly follow a system "they" have provided so that we become slaves for "them". What i can say is that.. guys.. dont believe what the tv says.

anyway who are "they", "them" ?

well..

ill leave that to you guys to find out amongst yourselves.

P.S. Sry for the rant. I told you guys i have nothing to say. heheh

ok ok

these are some random facts about me.

1. I still have no idea what to do with my life

2. I am an AVID gamer (3 hours a day-sometimes even during exams week)

3. I am struggling socially, emotionally, mentally, and education-ally? lol

till next time ;)

FedEx

2009-09-30T08:20:00.000-07:00

WILSON!!

hahaha best movie ever seriously. Its hard enough to act with a stellar cast but to act alone as in seriously ALONE. On an island. With sand. and water. and a Wilson ball that happens to be his name.

Cast Away.

Its seriously a good title, and a good pun, coz the cast is really AWAY. Tom Hanks is awesome. Chunted gila bro!

anyway if dont know the movie, surely youtube has some trailers.. but u gotta watch the full movie it really makes you think. All the materialistic stuff is useless once u get stranded somewhere. (take it metaphorically of course)

anyway sorry for the non-updating. Its just im so lazy to log in :P

anyway till next time

35th post!!

2009-09-04T23:25:00.000-07:00

woo for my 35th post ill post a picture of something veery special

hmm

cant find anyth to post actually..
nvm then

the man who cant be moved

2009-09-03T07:45:00.000-07:00

physically or mentally.
i cant move.
a bit.
no advancement.
nada.

the only thing that is my mind now is..

WHY?!!!

NEVER WATCH 2 girls and a cup. what has been seen cannot be unseen.... O.O!

FHM - best mag

2009-09-03T02:34:00.000-07:00

tell me u read the current issue of FHM.

u havent???!!

does ur little insane-poopie-retard-o-riffic-head u call a brain working? If it does, then why arent you reading it now?

thats right..

go and get one now!

and come back here when u have it

got it?
GOOD!

poopie head -.-
now look at the cover

if u r a guy, pick ur jaw back up to ur face. yea. the one thats on the floor. pick it up, and reattach it to ur face.

and if u r a girl, well.. awesome! she preetty aint she? :D

anyyway
if u had lived in a cave recently but somehow managed a way to read my blog, well i have one thing to ask, how the heck did u get a wifi connection in there? hmm maxis broadband 3G? woahh cun gila..

2 things happened recently

1. it was our 52nd anniversary of ur Independence. We didn have any major celebrations this year due to its ramadhan month, and economy slowdown. But still happy merdeka peeps.

2. Its ramadhan month, as i mentioned it earlier. Its suprising that we actually spend more during this month, when we actually do nothing and eat... well nothing.. except if u count air as a meal, but the last time i checked, makan angin is free.

well thts all folks, c ya

Denise keller = Perrrrdy...

2009-08-03T07:56:00.000-07:00

aiyohhh if only i went to the curve two days ago man..
i could have been the one huggin her!

wahahaa =.=

Shit like stalker ni..

cheh she not tht perrdyy..

rite?

rite?

damn

stop

looking

at

her

pics!

AZMI!

woot! DAMN! i maybe acting is Tunku Abdul Rahman in the theatre play :(
dowan la! too much responsibility and i cant memorise lines that well. Aight then peeps later! Go zzzz....

life in technicolour.

2009-07-27T05:29:00.000-07:00

found out today that i will be apart of a theater production; Props and stage and stuff.

eh weird? Me and Cal suddenly got theater production. But arguably mine is the easier one :D

His one is about HIV and he has to use somekind of prop i forgot , mine is about Tunku Abdul Rahmans road to independence. WOOH first time doing this stuffz.. anyone got tips?

Tony never dissapoints!
I just met him today.
He serves daaaaaamnn good food I think its because he has an italian origin?
Coz his last name is Roma...

But the portions are smaller now though. But im not sure, cause i took the salad. But i saw the prime ribs one fella ordered, and it had a supernatural portion!

sweet...

Aight then peeps
off to read Dawn Yangs blog :D

Her Diamonds.

2009-07-21T06:28:00.000-07:00

well the reason i didn update for so long is because i made a promise to calvin that i would have a girlfriend by my next update..

well suprise!

i tak da la...

hahaha

how to find when everyone in my uni is in their 20-s? I dont care, i can wait. To all of you who dont know what im doing right now, im currently at MSU (Management science uni) doing FMS ( Foundation in Medical Science ) If u are full of question marks right now, dont worry. More info can be found at this site http://www.google.com

aite peeps till next time

Uno, Dos, Tres, Quattro

2009-06-16T07:23:00.000-07:00

Yo te voy a poner gozar
Tu tiene la boca grande
dale ponte a jugar
one-two-three-four
Uno-do'-tres-quatro

SUPRISE! hah
u din expect that now did you? did you? did you?

what?

ur head still stunned by the suprise?

just clear your head and think properly.

oh yea

by the by...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE!

aldo ur a year older than me, im still taller! :D

P-M fella?

2009-05-31T09:38:00.001-07:00

yup it happened
woo

will update in detail later
but we took the package similar to what luk jiang suggested in the cbox.

:D

subtitles:

WOOOOO!!! WAAAA!!!
WAAAAAAA!!! WOOOOOOO!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
WAAAAAAAAAA!! WAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

TOYOTA RUSH! TOYOTA RUSH!

OIIII!!!! OIIII!!!!!!

AAAAAHHH AAAAAAAAAHHH EEEEEEEHHH WOOOOOO!!!!

Pada saat-saat yang GENTING

2009-05-25T23:23:00.000-07:00

Genting trip
May 31st( still negotiating)

Transport : RM 23.20

Genting Outdoor Theme Park
One day unlimited
ride pass: RM 44
.00

The rest of the money we can POSSIBLY chip in to rent ONE STANDARD ROOM which is RM 140.00 (hopefully the rates wont change by then)

Money to be spent: approx RM 1xx (bring more if possible)

6.am departure time/breakfast - Go to kelana jaya and take train to kl sentral - catch the 8.am or 9.am bus to skyway - 10.30 am to genting - 1130 am arrived?.

one day trip orr

one night trip..

will update later

if anyone want to join, call me :D

so far,

1) Azmi
2) Eugene
3) Jeff
4) Joon Wei (awaiting confirmation)
5) Wai Kin (awaiting confirmation)
6) Calvin (awaiting confirmation)
7) you (awaiting confirmation)

AND PLEASE NO CANCELLING AT THE LAST MINUTE! ASK PARENTS PRIOR TO TRIP!

Duh Ke-lime

2009-05-24T09:41:00.000-07:00

the stuffs that happened today that made me realise about the stuff and stuff stuffs.

1. Tosai chicken is really filling.

2. CC for 3 hours can make you go Completely Crazy.

3. Jeff drives like the guy you see on the road who makes people angry for going into peoples lane abruptly, and inadvertently makes us angry at them for being angry at him and causes problem on the road, and eventually subsides but with no outcome or anything that would benefit both parties and my mother makes me chicken with salad dressing and cheese becomes rotten after you stare at it for too long.

4. Women are mens strongest weakness.

5. Clean and clear really works.

6. Megan fox is hot x 10000000

7. lazyness x sleepiness = Cats.

8. late night radio broadcasts are good for my love life.

good night folks.

Bout the wrong things, the wrong things

2009-05-22T22:12:00.000-07:00

Why are you so paranoid?
Dont be so paranoid.
Dont be so

The blog aint dead,

but the BLOGGER is. (figuratively of course duhh..)

Heii peeps~

ppls are holidayings and shits. Hopefully the plans we all laid out will solidify into a real experience.

do do do do do da da da do do do da da da da

baby dont worry bout it, dont even think about it~

F*CKED

2009-05-08T06:45:00.000-07:00

dudes..
been sick this whole week my my shitty throat infection.

bleh.

meds making me sleep eratically now;
sleep at 10, wake up at 4, cant sleep until 6, go breakfast, go back to sleep at 7, and wake up at 12.
=.=

wtf

shits and im gonna miss the port dickson trip with the gays :((((
and that is why...
i am F*CKED! x(

Poops

2009-05-03T09:56:00.000-07:00

Hello doods and dood-ete's

okay the reason i dont blog that often its coz.. well ive got nothing to blog about!

I mean,

im so lifeless..

that the pepatah "nyawa - nyawa ikan" applies to me on a daily basis.

Socially i mean.

heh xP

Oh forgot to announce to this blog. I GOT P babeh!

but still no guts to go to pyramid -.-

in other news,

SWINE FLU!

OMFG!

PANDEMIC IMMINENT?!?!?!!

crazy weh =.=

ok ok if u know anyone with these symptoms,

(anything involving fever, flu, the sniff sniff)

take out all the tissues in the tissue box,

stuff it on their faces.

Or;

Buy a PS3,

and deliver it to my house.

If u follow these steps u are guaranteed prevention from the swine flu.

Fine fine.. i can hear ppl saying "lame!" "wtf =.=" "thts not funny oso" "Couussiiiinnn~!" "retard..."

hmm what else..

oh!

err

i will enroll to a uni soon. Dont panic.. i will have a higher education..

crap im out of lame stuff to say.

oh and i got new crocs.

thats all folks!

Do the HIV-VIE

2009-04-08T07:52:00.000-07:00

helloo

as you all know everyone, and i mean EVERYONE has gone to college. Leaving me behind to rot at home doing nothing etc.

its not like i wont be enrolling in college or uni, i will, but not so soon. :\

just watched taylors college life in a day.

and im starting to hate the idea of college life.

Coz i hope what i am in school doesnt follow through to college/uni.

i mean how u guys can cope with working with a large group of people?

I salute you weh

So is college life REALLY like that?

everyday u have to do a major assignment like to organise a spa, last day in jail, building a car and playing monopoly?

walau leh

u crazee ah?

Oh man.. starting to be nervous about going to college..

even tho my college starts in 2 - 3 more months! D:

good luck with UR college peoples.

have a good one.

Butt = utt

2009-04-02T10:28:00.000-07:00

heh :D

ill update soon.

what bout if i update now?

today went to the HIV thing in taylors college. To me it wasnt a preview of college life because im not going to a college full of "ur kind"..

haha im going to one that is full of "my kind"(not eggs mind you)

anyway.. its struck me suddenly when i heard the girls get all excited when they hugged Oott (?)

i mean when i went there i see them like anyother person there. Just a bunch of people sitting on a chair. But everyone else seem to make a big deal out of it. ><

Cmon ppls, they are like you too.

They have two arms, two legs, two eyes,

and they go to the toilet, sleep and eat.

Okay back to the real reason we all went there.

It WAS to show support for the prevention of HIV. And saying YES(hence the campaign slogan) to safe sex.

B-utt... i guarentee you only 10% go there to show support. The others either was trying to promote ice-cream, or convincing ppl to join the music club, ace adveture, and anime club.

I MEAN DUUUDDEE~

i know its a perfect time to promote ur clubs but, arent u suppose to focus on the issue of SAFE SEX?

i mean, they shud have invited durex or something like that.

Dont know lah

maybe im wrong, maybe im right. BUT WGAF!

im just expressing my own oppinions.

boom.

BTW;

pardon the english ):

The walls start breathing, and im freaking OUT!

xoxo

Still alive

2009-03-29T09:16:00.000-07:00

This was a triumph,

im making a note here,

huge success,

its hard to overstate my satisfaction,

ok if anyone can tell me what is the title for that song..

i will give u.. a slap to my face.

AWESOME

im still alive

Dont mind-kill my blog yet.

as in dont kill my blog inside ur minds,

not, "Dont mind killing my blog"

coz

thts just doesnt make sense! (:

boom.

BTW;

by the way!

The walls start breathing, and im FREAKING OUT!

xoxo

writers block

2009-03-14T09:37:00.001-07:00

heh no writers block can prevent me from posting this pic :)

Jizzz......

2009-03-11T05:58:00.000-07:00

well a few more hours

and to calm myself down..

ill play some cod4 (yesh im that pathetic)

haha

maybe pwning some noobs will make me calmer.. haha

btw!

looking foward to see the ppls! :D

A heartbreak doesnt break even

2009-03-07T06:43:00.000-08:00

Hoo helooo

How R U's??

Hmm no idea what to write..

My blog is seriously boring..

i like the blogs that has a say in the current situation, wether politics, education, technology or other stuffs. Its damn helpful cause usually im kinda left out.

ok ok ill talk about the current situation..

NS ppls are coming back on the 10th. Bolehla catch up kan?

and NS ppls are going on the 19th. Gd luck to y'alls...

I have no idea why people don wanna go to NS.

U meet new ppl, u actually do nothing there except wash your on clothes, berkawat, and.. eat?

NS is awesome la guys.. i am kinda sad i didnt have a chance to participate in it.. (note the "kinda")

hahaha ok now im being a hypocrite :(

People dont realise it but they rely heavily on their friends, spouses, etc as a communication line to other people. They become their "link" to other people. So what happens if there is no more link? Well... we get disconnected. We often forget how important the links are, we take them for granted, but we actually should thank them everyday for being there to listen to our complaints, our whines, and our critisisms.

till the next post guys take care :)

last day

2009-03-01T03:52:00.003-08:00

4th day..

last day in aucklandzz..

pick up will be at 1215 and its 11 now..

bye bye auckiee! <:D

2009-03-01T03:52:00.001-08:00

3rd day!

well its kinda my last day. Tmr have to go to the airport at 1215.

usually me and my dad wake up at around 2.

coz NZ is 5 hours ahead of malaysia.

so 2pm in New Zealand is like 10pm in malaysia

did i mention that the tv shows here are awesome?? :D

i think i did.

and u know the first day, said ill keep you posted on the leng lui situation?

well i didnt keep u updated coz they were so many to update on.

id just rather feast with my eyes :D

hahaha

there are TONS!

ZOMG

from Japanese to Koreans!

and lets not forget the Ang Moh(?) (:

hehehee

well

hmm..

what else to say..

i would love to go study here one day. Its a damn peaceful place to go to. And the people are way way way way kinder, charming, pleasing then

the locals back home. It makes me wonder why the people in the country are so rude..

and did i mention about the girls??

oh wait i think i did :D

will defenitely miss the place. And will hope to come again soon in the future.

see ya mate!

cheers! :))))

2009-03-01T03:51:00.000-08:00

2nd day.

well nothing much happened.

erm... i found this huge food place precariously called "foodtown". Bought lots of food, mentionably liquor... ish!

hahaha

and the rest of the day was spent in the hotel room.

the shows and movies are awesome!

aaaaaaaaaaaanndddd,

they have

"adult"

entertainment

with a 14$ purchase of course..

heh

and the worst part is that they didnt have any preview! D:

till tmr brozz!

2009-03-01T03:45:00.000-08:00

random pics while i was in aucklaandd... will update soon ppls just waitttt

Mate...

2009-02-27T22:22:00.000-08:00

1st day

finally arived in auckland.

First day, so i dont know what to expect. Took a bus to go to the crew hotel.

i followed my dad, who is an IFS crew member. So more or less, he is like a boss of the cabin crew. :D

It was a loong flight. 9 hours filled of HSM 3, the simpsons and sleep.

New Zealand aint so different from KL actually. But they have waayy fancier cars tho. I just saw an aston martin DB9!

haha.

Its quite cold. But no THAT cold. just quite.

And the first time i actually see white picket fences in the housing communities.

Suprisingly, there is a lot of asians. Maybe the natives are in the major towns. Or in the housing communities.

Oh well heading back to the hotel will probably sleep summore.

havent seen any leng luis yet but Ill keep you guys posted!

Syndicate.

2009-02-12T08:28:00.000-08:00

We are closer to being further apart arent we?

went paintballing today. It was nice to see new people for once. Rather than seeing the same 3 ppl every freaking week for 9 hours!

I mean we will eventually be able to finish each others sentences.

Was quite imprompt too. So the cash had to be asked last minute from my dad. He EMsong di loh!

haha

must belanja my parents. MUST! genting wud have to wait.

My bro is goin to his pilot stuff this sunday

so it will be just me at home. Fwooh anyone got plans coz i wan 2 join. Hahaa

i gotta sleeps now bros. Work tmr. And prolly quitting next week..

MAATHEERR my driving STARTS at the 23rd! The same day my dad wants to bring me to NEW ZEALAND! WTF! :O

if u wanna noe more bout the paint ball stuff..

we lost

got bruises

and we lost -.- 3 times.

and cal almost lost his throat haha

Crack The Shudders

2009-02-09T07:47:00.000-08:00

Crack them and let urself bathe in the light of day.

hellu peeps!

its chap go meh. The end of cny. Wanted to see the eclipse, but to no avail..

haha but i dont care (:

Coz this cny,

1. i was happy.

ill update soon yeh?

tmr nid to work bros

and good licking luck to the peeps who will be having exams soon!

Thx to you all im starting to appreciate the working world more.. Haha!

NO STRESS :D

Sing it to me over, and over, and over again.

2009-01-31T07:37:00.001-08:00

Hm..

its the almost at the end of the week now. After that, its back to college, work, and to you guys who do absolutely nothing, well its not gonna change.

And to tell you the truth, its been a crazy week.

And im thankful for it !

A crazy week beats a boring week anytime.

This week ive learned/experienced :

1. my friends are the best. Nothing can replace them. Will definately miss them when all of em go college.

2. the meaning of true love ? :D

3. Made old friends.., new ?

3 1/2 . Starting to accept.

Lynette reminded me of one thing. I haven cried in a looong time.. I kinda forgot how to cry D:

well hopefully i dont have a reason to.

I love you, not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you.

He who wants to do good knocks at the gate: he who loves finds the door open.

Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired.

ba dam dam dam

2009-01-30T09:16:00.000-08:00

beats of my heart.

aihh emo post ahead.. ?

The questions..

The riddles..

The answers..

i dont get it..

Ppl usually grows after an experience..

why cant i ?

U make it impossible for me to.

U were the one that broke me.

but..

I was the one who din move on

I din accept the hard facts

I refused to let go

I regret..

I'm awake and in the infinite cold
But You sing it to me over and over and
Over again.

Hwaall Eii...

2009-01-27T05:41:00.000-08:00

heluu blag readers!

yes i say blag coz its short for Babes Likes Azmi's G-string :D

gahaha

im noe im late but happy cny to my fellow friends! Haha

A day before cny, i went with the guys to sunway pyramid. They bought clothes and stuff while i got vitagen.. haha thanks to wai kin of course...

anyhoo it was very hectic when we left sunway pyramid. We left at 10 i think so a lot of ppl were rushing to exit, It was no suprise it was jammed.. inside the parking lot.. =.=

waited for 45 minutes or so until we got our butts out. Got high inside the car cause of Calvins lame songs..

1st day of cny, first thing i did was i went to baskins robins. Heh been a while since i went ther. I almost forgot how good it tasted. Haha

Anyhoo i started sms ing to everybody Happy Cny... But this one person.. kept sms ing me back!

i meant the whooole day! Haha it was the first time someone sms ed me that long :D felt good that i wasnt the only one who is rotting at home :)

But.. there is that one person hu never sent me back anythin ive sent her like hunderds (exaggerating :P) of smses but haih.... ive been trying sooo hard to reach.. but it keeps on slipping...

Anyywayyy tmr is the 3rd day of cny annd im hopping to stay up late coz ive been sleeping waay to early for my own good.. (what am i like? 12?) And hoping that tmr my frens wud bee free so that i can visit them and get ang pao's!

Ok before i go let me say

GONG XI FA CAI! HANG PAO NA LAI??

haha hopefully it was correct :D

A day at CPC college

2009-01-22T18:24:00.000-08:00

well hello dudes and dudettes!

Today i went over to CPC college to check it out and i am very impressed with its facilities and faculties.

I am very interested in doing Diploma under the DNBS program

The best thing is that CPC place is just a stones throw away...

lol

if u haven't figured it out by now, yes i am crapping :)

CPC is Couch Potato College..

DNBS is Doing Nothing But Slack..

haha

yeah...

Seeing all of my friends go to college makes me feel so lonely.. Coz i know that i will phase out of their lives as they make new "cliques?" in college.. But its part of life. You move on to newer and bigger things.

But there is a hint of jealousy, in me, seeing them happy without my company. As selfish as that sounds, it really feels.. sad.. knowing that the next time, if i ever meet them again, we will only go as far as a handshake, where last time there were hugs, and grabs (yeah i just heard "WHAT??"). And to know the next time we all go to the mamak stalls together, we wont be as noisy.

Time; the thing we all waste.

it passes so fast isn't it? Every seconds turns to memory. I sometimes forget to cherish the time i have now. To live in every moment, to savour every second of every minute. In moments you do, you'll start to appreciate god for what he has given you. Alhamdullilah..

i haven't been a good muslim i know that.. i want to change

OK on a lighter note.. well kinda sad note

I've been working.

As a filer -.-

and i ate non halal meat (accidentally!)

later peeps...

of course ill end the post with Taylor swift pic! I would be crazy not too! :D

Our Song

2009-01-17T07:16:00.000-08:00

omg she is THE most cutest thing on earth.

Voice? check!

Cute looks? Double check!

Who am i talking about,

well..

let the picture here answer that question

Woo!

How can u not melt..

Anyhoo~ i passed my undang, well barely..

jw got 50.

nuff said :D

Im kicking myself for not going to Diyanah tan's suprise birthday party for Naz(is it?)

Im still suprised that she invited me, altho she only knew me as Hazman's cousin and Pn Dayangs son.

Sry Azman! Guess you have to go solo on this one ):

SRI KL CHICS! OMGWTFBBQ~

what the heck am i thinkin... ohh well its for work

gettin paid is better than gettin laid?

pfft. No F** way!

nvm nvm nvm nvm..

Aight! till nex upate..

treat you well

2009-01-10T00:00:00.000-08:00

As i sit on the toilet seat, i pondered..

on what am i going to do during the next 3, or 4 months..

SO,

heh lazy lah -.-

lets face it, no one can do their "business" and think of their future at the same time right..

And yes, I'm seriously in the toilet, with my laptop on the stool, while getting rid of my stool.

yup i just heard EEEEEWWWWW~~~

Lifelessly rotting

2009-01-09T07:54:00.000-08:00

OMGWTFBBQ

serious. I have absolutely nothing to do. serious.

Blaaaaahhh.... i wanna drive so badly... i wan 2 stalk ppl, fetch ppl, go dating, aiyah....

Heh the best part, is that my bro (2nd one) got Feb intake for piloting! Yeah~ i have the car all to myself by then. :D

I haven seen my peeps for a long long long long time..

After getting my yearbook.. i started to reminisce, about the old, the new, the future.

I have no idea what would happen 10 years from now. Heck, i cant even imagine next year! Ill doubt we will be in the same shoes we are now..

History; it explains things happened in the past. So why do we keep dwelling on it? Do we want to relive the moments? Or do we want to change it?

Neither.

We want to learn from them. But some of us, dont know how to. From moving on from past lovers to deciding which meal to take. Each choices are not well thought, and some dont even require thought. Taking second guesses, third, fourths, makes life more unpredictable, therefore, alot more people chooses the unexpected, to be, suprised.

Robert Frost once said,

The best way out, is through.

Ya Allah... i just re-read my blog.. and it din make sense.. lazy delete.. heh :)

See you ppl

Someday?

yup

Someday.

Undang? UDANG!

2009-01-07T20:46:00.000-08:00

as the titled suggests, yeah.. undang. Went with Jw and Villi or is it Vinnie x)

Woaahh i tell you, i learned so much about about the road now!

The rules are so chun man! The law is so F** strict! I LOVE OUR JKJL NOW!

dude wtf, who really says that after undang, seriously. As usual, its was sleepy.

At first no air cond man.. i tot to myself, " oh great, gonna sweat like a pig... or Calvin" Then, *fwoosh* got air cond. Haha nasib baik....

An old malay lady gave us the talk about undang, she was old (70+) and was quite entertaining to watch. She used the oil rod thing as a pointer. Heh.

Met a new friend, her name is Jenna. Aged 21.. Cuteness level 3/5

shaddap u

alaaa been sick lately laa cannot go mamak at night. Rizal ajak me go gym oso cannot.. crapness x 100 shitness megalevel poop!

i wonder if Louis found my blazer yet...

ayaaaa tak jadi la Wai kin ):

Take your hand and skip the names, no need for the silly games

2009-01-03T09:22:00.000-08:00

so hey?

how u all been doing? heh hopefully better than me. So.... its been like a year since i've officially written a post. And yes, ill take the spm excuse please (:

This morning went 3K and played badminton there. Yeah.. played like crazy until jeff and cal missed their church thing. Ended up go mamak nearby.

oh yeah...!

I want to introduce you to my babeh, my sweetheart, my.. :

laptop.

Yeah!

She is my city, and my city screams for me..

i think she is screaming out of boredom. PLEASE i beg u ppl who haven't watched "The Spirit" (kononnya)

DO NOT WATCH! Coz if you do, you'll regret and be wanting to take back the 2 hours you could have done something else! Even watching ice melt is better! Okay i maybe exaggerating, but its sooooooo boring!

but "Yes man" is a yes! Heh if you are wondering what song jim carey was singing when he was trying to convince the guy to not jump( yeah i know, wtf?) is " Third Eye Blid - Jumper". But most prob u have already listened to it and is probably saying YES in deleting the song.

hm.. what else...

im playin crazy amounts of games with my babeh?

bioshock rocks maah socks!

i curse the person who stole my mom's iphone, hopefully, the iphone that bastard stole is very unstable, the battery does some sort of chemical reaction, cause the guy very noob, then it explodes in his face.

amen.

wow its already 2009?

my god i vaguely remember 2007 much. And now everyone is goin to college to join frats and sorrorities, achieving A - levels, Form 6,Bachelors of business, MCAT, ACCA, Art Stream, and whtvshit that involves higher education. And me? hm.. i was planning to study in the stream of unemployment? So far its going very well. :)

So im going to save you guys from this boredom by ending this post. Yay! :)

nyeh.. i want summore tape ._.

i dont like egg on my face

2008-12-28T09:42:00.000-08:00

update

later

soon

shes my love story

SPM

2008-11-05T06:26:00.001-08:00

the only thing in my mind... and the only thing i SHOULD be doing now..

but 'she' is making me emo...

so cant study -.-

haiz....

i just wanna get it over with!

delay

2008-08-31T06:18:00.000-07:00

aight..

im suppose to be studying but,

currently in watchin....

private practice marathon -.-

wtf

haa wa??

dont look at me that way

its nice wa..

okok most likely i wont be updating until.... erm.... afta spm??

i noe its long but c'mon i ll be bakc before you know it...

dont miss me haha

let the lyrics sing

2008-08-26T07:59:00.000-07:00

do you catch a breath,
when i look at you,
are u holding back,
like the way you do,

coz im trying trying to walk away,

but i know this crush aint goin nowhere

..........................................................................................................................................................................

yo peeps

been a while since updated. 2 more months until the fullstop of school life..
more and more as days passed by, i keep on thinking that ill wont miss school that much..

ill just miss my classmates and teachers most of course but other than that i think ill be fine.
Weird things happened lately,
she approached me!

:D happy!! but maybe perasan kot..

hmm musnt have the TARBUK( self-praise) punya feeling..
haha

what r u guys gonna do after spm?

as u know i din get NS (yay?) so most prob ill be working.. gettin some *kaching* u know? haha
so i guess thats it

nitez peeps..

come on get higher.....

Narrow

2008-07-13T03:32:00.000-07:00

i dont get why my school's principle pn assbiah own wont let us have a cheerleading team. She said she didnt like the outfit.
i mean come on... how narrow minded can you be?
i know she's thinking bout whats best for the school, but you dont have to make us suffer in the process right? If she wants them to tutup aurat, then ask them to wear those long stokings right?

pfft.. stereotypes..

its been a while since i updated, ive been kinda busy lately.
As spm draws near, im thinking im kinda prepared. But just 50% prepared.. heh

8:30

2008-06-18T05:30:00.000-07:00

you get, what you give.

everytime we take a guess, we hope its the correct one. Although the guess is random, we still have that hope that its right. Where am i going with this?

Hmm.. i ll continue that later in another post. Gotta go gymming :D

you were my sunshine,

so now,

you must fade.

Papa

2008-06-15T01:26:00.000-07:00

my papa

happy fathers day dad :)

pleasures all mine

2008-06-15T00:55:00.000-07:00

haha deleted my old blog. It was filled with lame and stupid posts that was irrelavent anyways.. This time this blog has two main purposes:

1. to improve my english :D
2. to keep my memories (especially the sweet ones [:)

dads was talking to my mom bout how did fathers day and mothers day came along. My mom said it commercialised itself in time. But good thing fathers and mothers actually have a day.
My old friend, Firdaus moved to my school. He was from apit. He claimed it was the worst school he had ever been to..
all the girls skirt were (intentionally?) short as if they were mini-skirts(he told me la! what am i a perv?? :P)
all the maksiats behind the school..
and of course cour de gras.. (is it?)
smoking..

-.- like this school is so disciplined

speaking of which i tried some the other day, after prayers, my dad was sitting outside looking after his new vios, while sneering anyone who passes it.. :D
i then went out to teman him la..
as usual dad had a smoke (which i think is normal among "dads") i then asked him "Pa, nak cuba?". He then gave me his ciggarate..
Somehow i was ridiculously nervous! I was sweating as i held that ciggarate... was it the weather that day or was it the carbon monoxide gas realeased from the lighted ciggarate that radiated its heat? I heard stories form people, " the first time you smoke ah, like wanna die di u noe!", WTF! =.="

So when i finally got the courage to take a puff, i whispered bismillah and smoked it. I didnt really feel it at first but after a while the smokers smells you know u get from ppl smoking at mamak stalls or students who smells but claimed "kawan aku yang hisap la (bullshit)". I could smell it from my mouth even if i brushed my mouth or gargled some mouthwash. And then u can feel that your lips was burning. Man.. i thought.. it wasnt that bad. Haha im not saying im gonna smoke, but who knows...

I think i should really be blogging now.. SPM anyways is in about 150+ days left. Should be studying... really should.

some random pics i found while rummuging throung my com which is gonna be upgraded end of this year i hope!

note: need more pics of friends!